Improvise, Adapt, Overcome

This was the advice one very clever girl gave me after a short talk.

Sometimes talking to strangers actually helps getting things into perspective. Strangers tend to be impartial for one.

I love my boyfriend... love him lots. Probably a lot more then sanely advisable. I am very sure my psychiatrist considers him hazardous to my health.
But what can i do. I love him.
Lately i seem to have become an expert or at least an adept of LDR´s. That stands for Long Distance Relationship.
My Mistress lives in the UK, 3 hours give or take by plane from me. My boyfried lives in the US. Yep... an american. Who said America only had bad things...?
So my bf was pretty cool about me being into BDSM and having a Mistress, not demanding that i left that lifestyle or calling as i like to refer to it.
However now he has a submissive.
And my portuguese SCALDING hot blood is making me rebel against it. Yes yes, double standard, I know. No need to shout that.
But wen already have such little time as it is, that when we are on the phone and he says he cant be on the phone cause he promised his sub some time... I literally see red. I want to kill the person, i swear i do. Never met his sub but goddess help me i hate that person already.

Another friend of mine (Thank you for the heads up, Shortbow) said something that actually managed to rock my world. He said me and my bf were in an open relationship, and that it was my fault. I had opened the door... And he was bloody right... I mean i am the one who is bi-sexual and has an affair with another girl. Even though we pretty much haven't had anything since i started dating my bf.

So to cut the story short?
I decided to close the door as much as i can. My BDSM lifestyle wont be affected. But my affair (wich was already pretty much dead anyways) and me ogling other girls (dont really look at guys much) are to be locked away.

As for him... well me and BF definetly more time together. And well... maybe i should try and meet the sub... dont they say keep your enemies close?

Eclipse is being shot!!!

Ok so i had a really bad and painfull day, but at least i got a good news!!!
Peter Facinelli posted in his Twitter today:

1st day of filming on Eclipse starts today! :) My part starts filming next week, so today... more fight training.

So hurray!!! Book three is getting filmed, alas without the lovely Rachelle as the evil Victoria...
Well... we will welcome the new comer anywyas, it was not her fault and i am sure she will make a good Vicky too!!
Am so thrilled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Twilight Saga

It is official!
I am sorry ladies and gentlemen, I am so so so sorry but you knew it was bound to happen!
I am hooked! It took me about 4 days to watch the movie and read all four books, and the DVD has been playing almost non stop. Watched it 4 times before falling asleep! Those books became almost like a bible to me and i can barely wait till Stephanie finishes Midnight Sun and publishes it so i can buy it and own it too!!!
GO STEPH!!!!!!!
In my country the New Moon movie will be premiering November 26th, so i am like counting down the days.
I am of course on team Edward (DUH) as much as i like Jacob and all, sorry Jake, you are a very nice dude but i am a vampire girl...
Oh and i saw the clips on youtube, the sneak previews... i mean i love it when she tries to ride the bike and they made it so as if she sees him. I think it was better that way because in the book her hearing his voice worked out fine but in the movie would not look so well... so i think it was a nice way... and of course, her running in volterra was cute too...
OH gosh please November come soon!!!!!